Tuesday, February 26, 2019

   as I opened this Blog up a few minutes ago, I was astonished at the lapse since my last entry ... I knew it had been quite awhile since I have last posted, but I was floored to see its been 11 months, roughly ... not exactly what you would call a prolific writer ...
   
   wow ! ... as they say, time flies, but especially as your life is winding down to a close, evidently ... it's been a frantic year, with my life expectancy passed long ago ... my precious Chicago Bears had the excellent season I have been predicting, but was always out of reach with the dire need of a driven Coach to lead us ...

   I am still alive, blessed by the Lord, and protected by my loyal and loving wife ... these days I am almost helpless, bedridden pretty much all the time ...

   I imagine this Blog will be a bit harder to make sense of, as time goes on ... I am heavily medicated, and frequently doze off in the middle of a thought ...  

   I am holding on longer than I would think practical, but when you reach this point, you're naturally curious as to what happens next - a dream I had 4 or 5 days ago, was so beautiful and reassuring, I find myself happier and more secure than I really deserve ...

   well, I've been sitting here an hour or so, and have dozed off a couple times ... this is my signal that I will hit it again when my mind perks up enough to write something hopefully interesting ... wish me luck ... prayers for us all ...